Hostile Takeovers from Fractional Aspects of Self
Upon waking this morning I recalled snippets of dreams including writing in my realizations journal in my sleep . Raederle, October 2017, Writing in her realizations journal, Ithaca, NY, U.S.A. Instead of going to my dream journal to write my dreams, I went directly to my realizations journal and wrote: Just because I declare a part of myself dead doesn’t make it so. The temporal aspects of self don’t die in the absence of attention. They simply grow strong in their resentment, in their emotional turmoil. These rejected parts are very strong when they resurface. They can hijack everything because of the force of their emotion. Emotion is power and strength. It creates willpower to do what is needed to achieve one’s desires. It is the part of self with the strongest emotion at a given time that takes the lead. Communication between internal parts of self and awareness of parts of self is not enough to prevent a “hostile takeover” from a singular (fractional) perspect